I love writing.
I love that I dont do it that often.
I appreciate it more that way.
I let things prefabricate and then...
A masterpiece of my mind.
Or at least I would like to believe so....
Its apparent that others may not feel the same.
I always start off not knowing what I want to express.
All I know is the title.
Usually it all starts with a concentrated emotion.
& Here you are.
I love using Large words. Which is another reason why I enjoy
writing. (I could care less about grammer in a text)
I like the intricacy. Our vocabulary which is germanic (& stolen from other
countries) Is very beautiful & Has been decomposed.
I like to learn a new word everyday. Today the word is. Abstergent.
Definition; cleansing. Which absolutely fits my caprice and will contribute to my
rhapsody.
I didnt realize how straightforward my last post was but I think I had had enough of my own stupidity. I wish I could paint a picture for you the experiences I have been exposed to over the past 4 months. It has been absolutely astounding. The changes and renewing of my mind & body have placed me exactly where I need to be. I do want to apologize for my strong use of words and I hope that no one was offended.
I feel like the lord gave me a swift kick. These kind of lessons are amazing. He knows me. Every little piece of me. My intentions and shortcomings. I love that regardless of what animostity or crude judgements I may feel from others...He loves me and wants me near to him. HIS love can not be measured. He is our supreme authority. No one else can condemn us.
I speak for women & men when in often times it has appeared that others may think they are of a higher stature due to thier living circumstance, income, education, and social cailber. Recurrently without word it has been apparent that to them we are not enough. I will say this to you. You are wrong. I have never been one to defend myself. I shouldnt have to. No one should ever make you feel less than what you are. OR make you to believe they are better. This is impossible for we are all loved them same. With all the possible situations I have ever been in, I have never forgetten my worth. I hope each of you will remember yours as well.
I can say realizing my mistakes & making a concious effort to correct and take accountiability for my actions has left me in a siege of happiness. I have never been more full and understanding of myself before now. Iam so grateful for the lords Abstergent power, blessings and also the positive influences that have come and gone in my life. Thank you all for always loving and being patient with me.
Save lives, thats what we are here to do.
We must watch what we say , and be gentle with others.
Because we could lose a life.
Disclaimer: This is in not regards to a specific situation. There have been several occurances that I have experienced that have led me to this OPINION which iam completely entitled to obtain. If you feel like this might be in reference to you, you might owe someone an apology.
(Please excuse my spelling errors)
